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I don’t want to always rely on others for my own happiness.

I was telling a friend the other day that I don’t believe my “perfect guy” exists….BUT….. if by some chance that he does exist, I don’t think that he would even WANT to be with someone like me… And my friend says “then you need to become what you think that person wants to be with” Which makes sense right?

I want to better myself. I want to become that person I’ve always wanted to be. I may be a bit damaged but I’m still salvageable right?!